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thealter-ego
14 November 2008 @ 11:54 am
I'm moving.
Contact me if you're interested.
 
 
thealter-ego
12 November 2008 @ 10:06 pm



Recently I have found awesomeness in a sandwich. And it is not just your ordinary staple subway meal, it's the most amazing sandwich I've ever tried. Smoked salmon and turkey sandwich from Raffles Hotel's eatery, Ah Teng's Bakery. Freshly baked bread ( you can choose from a range of ciabatta to wholemeal), stuffed with a generous serving of crisp lettuce, juicy tomatoes and crunchy cucumbers, layered with smoked salmon and turkey pieces, and a squirt of spicy mustard sauce. It doesn't come cheap though, it's $9.90 for an approximate 8-inch sandwich, with freshly brewed coffee or tea from the eatery. Well if you're sick of eating school food, this really is a must-try.

Classes have ended for me, and one whole sem just flew by like that. No more jaded faces and dragging feet and endless projects and late nights, it's mugging for the next 2 weeks before finals. Back to the A level days. I missed it so much. Ew.

We had to interview healthcare professionals for our bgs project. I went down to some clinic to interview this young lady doctor, and asked her stuff like why she chose to be a doctor, etc.. Then she started to break down and said she only did so cause it seemed prestigious and her parents wanted her to study medicine, when in actual fact she wanted to be a teacher. So I spent 2 hours consoling her and told her she was doing a noble job saving lives.
Anyway all the above wasn't true, it was actually part of a dream I had. This really is scary, dreaming about projects and all. Another time I fell asleep thinking of what to do for Comms project and I actually dream-thought of it through my nap and woke up with an idea. Projects are almost all over and done with, just a couple of loose ends to tie up here and there, and I'm done for the sem.

My new love is the school gym. Nice and spacious with rather new equipment, working out there makes me feel happy. Going to the gym is gonna be part of my new routine next sem :)

Sis and dad are overseas, and mum's going overseas soon, so the house will be pretty empty. Chen is coming to stay over and Siska coming over from Indon next week. I can't wait!

Yesterday I left my laptop in the toilet opposite koufu, cause I changed to training wear and  totally forgot about it cause I was carrying my bag and shoebag. 3 hours later after gym training on my way home I realised I was carrying one bag less, and totally panicked. Went back to school, and with bek's help located the lost and found centre in schoool and THANKFULLY someone found it and returned it. The school's security system is really cool, there're over 20 security TVs in a room, like those you see in the movies. There are good people in this world. Thank you so much Shalina.

43 days to Christmas.



 
 
thealter-ego
11 November 2008 @ 10:37 pm
For Life to understand my soul,
a task of boundless risks,
Life would have to replenish
sacred faith and untainted trust;
forgotton lives and simple tears;
tangible emotion and dreams in the dust.

I heard the empty shadows calling,
and it was magnificent

-Miskya

 
 
 
thealter-ego
22 October 2008 @ 10:32 pm
Wed, Oct 22, 2008
The Straits Times
 
  
Hey good-looking

(Above: File photo of student beauty contestants from NTU, NUS and SMU.)

IF FIRST impressions count, students from Singapore Management University must make the best ones.

It secured a clear plurality of the votes (36 per cent) as the local tertiary educational institution with the most 'physically attractive' individuals in our impressionistic poll of 156 youths aged 17 to 27.

The National University of Singapore and Ngee Ann Polytechnic came in second and third with 22 per cent and 16 per cent of the votes respectively.

Interestingly, the majority of students from these three institutions voted for an institution other than their own, lending some credence to the notion that the grass is always greener (or better looking) on the other side.

Our 84 respondents who were either university or polytechnic students also rated men and women from business faculties top in terms of looks.

The most important factors behind their decisions were, as 45 per cent of our respondents claimed, 'personal experience', while 29 per cent attributed it to the 'general reputation within/of the institution'.

Youth in the poll defined physical attractiveness as 'a beautiful bright smile, nice double eyelids and expressive eyes, high cheekbones and a slim athletic build'.

Phrases such as 'pleasing to the eye', 'shapely figure', 'good personal grooming and hygiene', 'physically proportionate and symmetrical', and 'charismatic, strong facial features, good dressing' - all added to this week's poll being labelled 'The Unabashedly Shallow Poll'.

If looks alone mattered in life, you now know where the best-looking students in Singapore are to be found.

Andre Oei, 22, is a graduate student at Harvard University.

This article was first published in The Straits Times on 20 Oct, 2008



This, is hilarious. I read it on tw's blog. What a poll to conduct! But really, smu students do dress pretty decently for school. No fbts for one. No sloppiness, no pyjamas and no going-to-the-wet-market wear. It's not about being superficial. or trying to look good, it's about being presentable. It's time to shop for more clothes, and fuel the dying economy :)
 
 
thealter-ego
20 October 2008 @ 10:20 am





You see couples making out along the common corridors, and in the GSRs. You wonder if they truly love each other and want to spend the rest of their lives together.
In the process of teaching my sec 3 girls about dating do's and dont's for cell using Joshua Harris' book, I've learnt a lot myself too.

 Lesson #1: Building well sometimes first means tearing down

To start with a clean slate, lifestyle changes have to be made.
What is holding you back from pursing a life of purity?
What were past mistakes you've committed that you're still holding on to?
Breaking up is hard to do, but sometimes the focus of a relationship should be adjusted if it is not going in the right direction.
Godly sorrow brings repentence that leads to salvation and leaves no regret, but wordly sorrow brings death.
Learn to let go.

 
 
thealter-ego
19 October 2008 @ 10:03 pm




" I have so much to do that if I didn't spend at least 3 hours a day in prayer I would never get it all done" - Martin Luther
 
 
thealter-ego
16 October 2008 @ 11:06 pm




Returning to the routine of school life, of laboriously working on project reports, presentation scripts, assignments, and mid-terms.
Recess week was well spent on training, a cage session, giving tuition, prisonbreak season 4, crusade bbq, supper outings, mamma mia,  catch-up with friends, and on work. My fellow bgs foodies Yikka, Kai and I went to Din Tai Fung for lunch one afternoon, and I was telling them how DTF's service in Taiwan is excellent. There is a toilet lady to wipe the toilet seat after every user, and she personally greets you before you use the toilet and thanks you after that. During bgs class someone asked if I was doing law, and someone else thought I was doing a double degree in Law and Business! Hahaha. Maybe I do have the lawyer look!

I have to complain about the public transport system again. Yes, I know Singapore's public transport system is very much more efficient as compared to other countries', but as a typical Singaporea, I need to complain. I absolutely hate peak hour periods, whereby inconsiderate citizens of Singapore do not have the slightest sense of public courtesy and grace. They budge their way in to the train, rush for the available seats, refuse to move to the centre of the carriage, bring their fresh groceries (especially fish) onto the train so that the whole train smells like the market, blast music and speak loudly The worst of it all is being packed so closely til you can literally smell the person beside you. Seriously it's worse than a crowded club. Argh. Next sem I am going to schedule my classes from 12-3, pass my driving soon, or look for a boyfriend who can drive. Hahaha. Actually I think I should count my blessings cause my dad's office is very near SMU, and I do get rides home occasionally. And I should think of my poor friends who have to travel to Buona Vista or Boon Lay everyday. Haha.

Back to the long list of things I have to get done.


And for a moment you can hardly breathe.


 
 
thealter-ego
05 October 2008 @ 05:49 pm
Recess week is finally here! 2 mid term papers are over, 2 more to go. Anyone who's good at statistics ask me out to study okay! Or if you're bad at stats like me, we can drown our sorrows together. haha.
Started off recess week with Dad's 50th birthday party and overnight cycling with TBL. Now I'm aching all over. We went from church to ecp to geylang to singapore flyer to marina bay, and even cycled along the F1 track!!! During night cycling we stopped by geylang to have supper, and I witnessed the saddest sight ever. Along one stretch of geylang, there was a whole long line of prostitutes, waiting for their clients. Imagine yourself in her shoes. You stand there one whole night in high heels, make-up, and revealing clothes. You don't want to do it. But you need the money. You hope the old guy doesn't approach you. You wonder if one day you'll ever get married, or even have kids. You wonder who will ever want you in the first place. If I ever get to be the president, the first thing i'll get rid of is prostitution. Once you give away your purity, you'll never get it back.

Anyway, being in uni makes one a very independent person, I think. You make your own choices on how you want your schedule to be like, who you hang out with, whether you want to go for class, cca etc. Being uncommitted actually feels good. Haha. After BGS mid-term on Saturday a few of us from BGS class went to have Macs breakfast cause we finished the paper in half the given time and there was still time for breakfast. After we finished breakfast we realised that the paper was still not over yet. Haha. My BGS prof is super on he organises stuff like class bbq for us and all. It's rather sec sch/jc-ish but I guess all of us appreciate it cause at least there's some kind of class spirit. In uni no one cares less about your fellow classmates unless they're your friends. Or your project group mates. Or your project group mates turn friends.

For those fretting about your grades, I got this quote from yl's blog, who got it from somewhere else:

“Yet the Grade Point Average does not allow for the health of our students, the quality of their education, or the joy of their play. It does not include the beauty of their poetry or the strength of their relationships; the intelligence of their public debate or the integrity with which they serve the public. It measures neither their wit nor their courage; neither their wisdom nor their learning; neither their compassion nor their devotion to their country; it measures everything, in short, except that which makes life worthwhile. And it seems to tell them everything about their future except why they should be proud of being our nation's future.”
 
 
thealter-ego
27 September 2008 @ 11:02 pm
' Going to school on a sunday for project meetings is a sad thing. The sadder thing is seeing so many other people in school as well' -David

I have a super siao-on prof who replies emails within 5 mins of receiving them, from as early as 9am on a Saturday and even at 11pm on a Saturday night saying he wants to give us a call tomorrow (Sunday) to discuss our project outline?!?! I have come to learn that SMU works 24/7. My seniors say I have yet to seen the worst such as spending CNY in school or staying overnight to finish up a project.

Mid-terms are coming up from next week onward, along with presentations, projects, assignments, quizzes, it truly is never ending. But I am enjoying school life. It's a 2 day school week for me next week, and recess week after that!! I can't wait. I have begun exploring new food places around school now (thank you stalker), do feel free to let me know about more food places im getting quite sick of school food already.
Claire, Becky, Shiyun and caleb all left last week, liz is leaving next. Since Sy was leaving, my primary school clique decided to meet up! It really is amazing to see each other again after so many years. All high-fliers now, every single one of them, except another friend and i, are all doing double degrees, studying medicine or studying overseas now! Wow. I guess the government was right when they selected the top 10% of the cohort to study in sap schools.

The F1 night race is finally here! The human traffic volume at city hall is now insane, and there was this woman on the train on Friday who was so pissed with people not moving to the centre of the train that she started screaming at everyone to move in. But in actual fact everyone was already packed like sardines and there was no way we could even budge an inch. To think the govt wants our population to increase to 6.5 million. Ridiculous! Having to squeeze your way through the crowd to find your space in the train with a laptop and a heaby textbook is not an easy feat already, imagine the population increasing by 50%. arghhh. I am so determined to learn how to drive.

Anyway, it's 12 midnight now, so HAPPY BIRHTDAY TO MUM AND DARRYL HO PING IN UK!!!
 
 
thealter-ego
19 September 2008 @ 02:13 am





 
Epilogue

Misty mornings and locks of reverie
The winters passed, they saw me grow silent
to deny forment was to reconcile hope
but all forgot that glass could burn to stone
I dispatched their power, and efffaced mine
A volatile Proteus, though never caught
So while placid challenges ceased,
the future grew bold-thus eluded
Sublimal lessons proved their portentous delirium
When the hauntings ceased, xenophobic oblivion took hold
Taking time to build insignificant stone walls
all transgressions were futility in the end
During a plethora of festering, I was cast in white
yet, in strongholds, nothing could placate the tears
Abruptly in my world without, those bleached figures
rose and led me away from the denouement
embidextrous stories began as dust and ashes
Ancient promises made; an euphemism preserved
For pride and love, I clung to thin puppet strings
final remembrance that my promises were a
momento mori
-Miskya (18/04/03)


 
I was looking through my stuff to find something that jonk wrote a few years back, and i stumbled upon my cousin's writing. The above was the last poem my late cousin wrote just before she passed away. She was 18 at that time. She was an amazing writer, I am most probably gonna post more of her poems in time to come.   

Anyway, regarding the subway saga, my dad wrote in to complain. And guess what?! Subway sent us free 2 6-inch sub and cookie vouchers. Thats all! Not even a letter of apology! This is unbelievable.  ARGH! It's as if we wrote in to get free stuff but that really wasn't what I wanted. I still continue to patronise subway, but I am really ticked off by their horrible attitude.

It's week 5 already, workload's getting heavier, and I am going to school everyday now. I thank God for giving me great friends, and in uni where it is so difficult to look for friends who'll stick, I'm glad I have people I know I can count on.
Thank you talia sophia jonk for trying to squeeze out bits of time here and there just so we can catch up.
Peizhi, my tues class buddy! We need to think of more creative ways to get out of sticky social situations! hahaha.
Ray, you always appear at the right times so that I don't have to mug or eat dinner alone! Thank you!
Crystal you are so sweet! She bought me a packet of cookies when I was mugging in the library alone the other day!
Lujia, if you're reading this, I really appreciated that long train ride home and the meaningful conversation I hadn't had in a long time. I'm glad we got to know each other so much better! You inspire me!
Stalker, you never fail to make me laugh with your stupid and funny antics. You are the one stalking me, not the other way round!!!
( I am trying to end off by building goodwill.) hahahhaa.